Perspective

I'm so thankful for counseling. It's hard. But good for me to gain perspective - especially with the disappointment I received yesterday.

Some things I don't want to forget:

I am going to continually be disappointed with people if I look to them and not God to fill the void left by G.

Even G couldn't be everything I needed him to be and I had to turn to God so much to fill in the gap. Now its just more so- because everything that G was to me is gone.

God will fill in the gap himself and use others too.

I am alone. And I'm not alone. There's a bunch of people to help, but no one can be all that I need. And God is with me.

I can invite UN and UT into our lives but I can't build our lives around them. I need to do what is best for me and Paul. Otherwise I will end up resenting them when they can't meet our needs.

Lean into my family of origin. They are the ones that will primarily be here for me now.