I was friend-zoned but I was doubting it. After all, the next day he was flirting with me over text again like nothing had happened. So...

I was friend-zoned HARD last night It stings. It's disappointing. My friendship with HW has grown since we first met in November and our...

It's Mother's Day again. My second without G here. I truly can't remember last year. What did we do? Did we celebrate? I feel sure...

Today I'm taking a big leap. A trust fall off a cliff, waiting for Jesus to catch me. We fly to Bogota, Colombia today. First time back...

It's been a big week. Saturday was P's 8th birthday party. We also went to G's favorite restaurant (Buffalo Wild Wings) in his honor and...

I took my wedding band off of my right hand last night. And now I'm down to one ring. Later this week, I travel with my son to a country...

It's April. The month I've been dreading. The month I've tried to put off by looking the other way, not flipping the calendar to take a...

Shortly after G died, I began hearing the metaphor that grief comes in waves. It recedes and comes, recedes and comes, over and over...

“But no one except Lucy knew that as it circled the mast it had whispered to her, "Courage, dear heart," and the voice, she felt sure,...

G is more than okay. I need to remember this. There are moments when I want him back. Other moments when I worry about what he would...

What do I need... I mean really need... to survive this life? I used to think (let's go back to high school here) that it was my horse. ...

We tend to obsess over finding God's will for our lives. I see this all the time in the college students that I work with. One season is...

For a long time now, I've been saying that I feel like I was dropped off of a cliff into a dark room. A room with no doors and no...

I've been really brave lately. Booking flights and planning trips without G. He always did these things for us. Getting ready to go out...

We went to St. Thomas in January of 2020. I was so worried. So many things could go wrong. What if G got Zika? What if he had a health...

"I still remember the accident. Who could forget the horror of it? But I also remember what has happened since. Who would want to...

All of life is grace. Yesterday, I was walking to my car after meeting with a student on campus and feeling happy. The sun was shining....

Yesterday I was talking to a friend about fear. Fears that I have for the future - for any changes that I might make. I look back and I...

Psalm 139 has been a favorite of mine since college - maybe even high school. In those years as I struggled with my identity, this Psalm...

(written 2/10/22 - posted late) Yesterday was triggering. HW let me know that his kids won't be returning to the same school that they...